| It sucks really bad when it seems like nothing can go right...I mean im going through a really hard time in my life and yeah i havent handled it perfectly, but i've handled it the only way i can right now. I mean its not right to drink to forget that your mom has gone back to the man that made your life hell for 5 years...and i know it isnt right to smoke weed to forget that you couldnt make the 3 year relationship you were in work. I have done things while i was drunk that were wrong, and being drunk is no excuse...but when you have a person that is suppose to be your best friend that will just turn his back on you and say that we probably arent going to be friends anymore because of the stuff you have been doing lately...what do you do then? All the people i have been close with are walking away my mom, dominique, and allan. Well i guess i need to walk faster so i can walk away from them before they walk away from me. |
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| Yesterday my stereo was stolen out of my car in the middle of the day in an open parking lot...it makes me feel gross that someone can just open what i own and take what i worked for...it gives me the same feeling as when you feel a bug crawling on your arm and you swat it away but then you can still feel it crawling there and it bothers you even after it happened and i know things like this happen in life all the time and you just have to look at the bright side so thats what im trying to do...and the only bright side i could find is i hope the guys who stole it have children...and maybe he can sell my cd player and speakers and maybe it will buy his kids food or clothes or something that will makes his childrens life a little easier...I even think while me and allan were skating that we saw the guys that did it they were holding a garbage bag and at the time i thought nothing about it but oh well nothing i can do about it now i just really hope he doesnt use the money he gets from it to buy drugs or anything i like im just going to pretend that the money is for his kids and that will make me sleep a little better at night...well i hope everybody else is safe i love everybody |
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| I'm me and you are you. who are you??? you are you.
...what should my life be about??? who knows. i know i dont.
if you know something i should do you let me know and ill considerate it. |
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| I'm going to meet lisa loeb! i hope she kisses me on the cheek in a picture...thank you gretchen i love you now.
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| mike and gretchen....ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
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